I seem to have slipped off the wagon these last few days it seems. It was raining this morning so I didn’t end up going for a walk, worked almost an hour late so I was too exhausted to do it when I got home, and made the bad decision of eating tortilla chips with cream cheese and salsa when I got home. It would have been one thing had I grab a serving size of chips and put it on a plate, but oh no. I sat on the sofa with the damn bag in my lap and just kept on chompin. Ugh! I could blame it on the fact that I am stressed as fuck from my job, but it really stems from self control that I lose when I get stressed.
I cried a bit on the way home today because I just hate where my life is at right now. In my early thirties and already having a midlife crises. You ever feel like you’re out of place? Like you should have been born in a different time or in a different world? Guess I’m tripping now….. I need a vacation to get my thoughts straight….